Letter to God

Sometimes I wish I could be someone else.
Better, Nicer, Smarter, Taller, Skinnier, Prettier...
Sometimes I wish I could be someone with better attitude, better heart.
I know I'm not perfect, almost rude and meaningless.
I can't be what people around me expect me to be.
I can't be what others see me and do as it.
But... I can't even excuse myself for anything.
I don't know
Who I am.
What am I suppose to be.
Where I belong.
How I must act.

I pray. For God to please show me the way you wanted me to be.


hopeless human creature.